Last night Kyle and I spent the evening together with a movie/crab rangoon's/ and packing. We haven't had much time together lately so last night was such a blessing! He stopped by at 3 am today to say goodbye, it is so hard for me to let go of that man! He is in Oklahoma City now with the great weather. God has truly blessed me with a man that I care so deeply for and whom cares so deeply for me.
The movie we chose however... was not a good choice haha.
We went to Taken. (spoiler alert ish) It is a very good movie about a daughter that gets kidnapped and sold into prostitution in Europe and her dad who tries to find her. The bad thing about it, for me, was that I will be living right next to the Red Light District. It makes everything much more real and much more frightening. I also don't know now, with the vivid images in my head of how these poor women were treated, how I will be able to look at the women in the windows with out wanting to tear myself apart because there is nothing I can directly do for them. Please pray that I won't be numb while I'm there, that I will experience the pain of seeing these women, and that I will be able to describe it to all of you well. I just wish there was something I could do. Its a situation where a woman like me feels pretty helpless and very insufficient.
On that note, I probably wont write again until I get back and the jet lag wears off enough. No need for me to babble on and on about goodness knows what and have you all deeply confused. So until then, God Bless!
